I've managed to put together a couple days in a row that actually felt kinda normal. Not happy every minute, not focused every minute, but better than they have been. I'm not sure if its because I've been crazy busy at work and have been forced to be more focused but I'm not going to question it.

Today is another Wednesday. Wednesdays will never be my favorite day of the week. It is however, the very first Wednesday that I didn't know the exact moment the clock turned to 1:50pm. I guess that's an improvement? Unfortunately it's also the first time I remembered more details from "that" Wednesday. I remember coming out from my client, turning on the radio in my car and listening to the traffic report. They were talking about a highway closure in Lake Stevens while a fatality accident investigation took place. I turned off the radio because I was so close to home I didn't need to know the traffic. Little did I know that my oldest child was the reason that highway was closed. I still had 30 minutes before my cell phone would ring with the news and my life would be changed forever.

Miss you Sean.