Tonight Jeff is working away from home for the first time since December. My first night alone. Not sure how I feel about that but I guess it's another milestone on this journey.

I read something today that I found very comforting. Tomorrow I'll try to find it to copy it here but basically it talked about the souls of our loved ones being right next to us always. The article compared those souls to shadows - always there but not always seen. It talked about how comforting it would be if we could somehow see those shadows next to us and know we are not ever alone.

I feel Sean near me most of the time. Sometimes stronger than other times but I know he keeps an eye on me. Even as a small child he always knew where I was and what I was doing. I can't imagine that he's any different now.

Miss you kiddo.