Miss you baby. Miss you so much. Can't even put into words.

I know you are with me. I know you give me strength when I don't think I have it. But I miss you.

Really so tired of this. Tired of not being able to call you. Tired of not hearing your voice. Tired of not seeing your face.

You give me strength when I don't know I have it. Nothing new in this. You did it for 22 years. It's just harder now because I can't tell you face to face how you make me a better person.

I promise to continue to be as strong as I know how to be in your honor. I promise to continue to do things I just don't know how to do because I love you. I promise to make you so proud of me that you have to brag to all the other angels. I promise to make you proud. I promise Sean because I love you. I love you now and I love you forever. I love you Sean. I love you always. Always. Always and forever. Forever... Absolutely and forever. Love you.