Father's Day today. Tears shed on your behalf. Some happy tears. Some not so happy.

Conklin is a bit lost without you. If you can let him know in some way he can't dismiss that you're not too far away. I've tried to tell him but I'm not sure he believes me. The windchimes worked last time. Maybe again?

I found out today that they lowered the speed limit where you had the accident from 60 mph to 35 mph. Tears. Lots of them. So absolutely devastated that it took still another death - yours - to make someone wake up and realize how absolutely stupid the speed limit in that area was. Hope it saves another Mom from these tears. Don't know if it would have made a difference in our situation. Maybe? Maybe not?

Tears. So many of them. Love you baby. Love you so much. I'm trying really hard to be okay at least some of the time but I miss you so much. Miss you so, so much. Visit if you can. Please.