I probably pushed myself a bit too far in having my silent auction on the six month mark. I got through the auction okay but then became a blubbering mess when I got home. The next day was spent suffering a "grief hangover" that is still hanging on a bit today. I know this journey isn't ever going to be easy but it really sucks when you think you've made some progress only to be slapped back a couple months. I've always said the only way out was through but this just isn't easy.

Miss you kiddo.