I've had a string of "good" days and I sense a rough one lurking on the horizon. I'm pushing back as hard as I know how but it's there and I know I can't avoid it forever.

It's amazing how much it's possible to miss someone. I never knew that you sense people on this earth with not only your heart but with every fiber of your being. You know your world is a certain way with certain loved ones in it and all is okay. When that changes it's devastating.

I miss you kiddo. Every moment of every day - whether it's a "good" one or not so good. You've been so generous with signs and letting me know you are near that I feel really selfish asking - but could you visit me in my dreams - please? I could really use a hug.